I try not to be angry with the Church–not because there is no reason to be, but because there is no point to be. I feel that my frustration will not change anything but myself; it will only make me a sorrier person.
There is one exception to this. I know that regardless of how angry I am, the Church will not change their position on homosexuality. No matter how hurt I am, or how hurt others are, the Church will not reverse their stance. No matter how badly we want it, there will be no apology for their actions.
Yet, I cannot help being angry. I cannot help being hurt. And I cannot help hoping for things that will not come. Yes, it is futile, but I can’t help it.
And then this happened: An official release from the Church in support of two nondiscrimination ordinances for the city of Salt Lake–one setting up protection against housing discrimination, and one against employment discrimination, both of which were acknowledged by the church representative as “common-sense rights”. And that’s exactly it. This is no great sacrifice on the part of the Church. This is not a ground-breaking civil rights move. This is common sense, a simple acknowledgment that gay people shouldn’t have to be homeless.
Yet the praise for this move is endless. It is being hailed as a “huge step for the Church,” “truly breath-taking,” and some truly disillusioned person said “this shows that the Church isn’t about discrimination.” No. This move doesn’t show a thing except that the Church is willing to budge a millimeter when they face a PR nightmare. “Oh, so we’ve been party to one of the biggest American civil rights violations in the past thirty years? Ok, lets give the gays the right (that they already had) to have a roof over their head. That should make us look good.”
As one popular blogger put it, “This was a ruse from the Mormon church. Plain and simple. And most of us should see right through it. You can’t strip rights from thousands and then say ‘um, ok you can have a house’ and then call yourself a champion of civil rights.”
So for all those who suggest that this should mitigate the Church’s anti-homosexual actions, I’m sorry, but no. Hell no. This action is a slap in the already sore face that had to endure the fist fight of Proposition 8. Honestly, the Church shouldn’t have even said anything. If they’re not going to apologize for what they’ve done, they should just disappear back into non-political oblivion and wait for the anger to blow over; not remind us of their bigoted stance through acknowledgment of what is already “common-sense”.
I’m sorry, Church. It is not enough. I don’t forgive you.